Suicide Is Irresponsible

January 19th, 2007 by lost1797

words and music by Moon.

we twist and turns
we lost and gain
and there’s more stages to keep us from running
I can only say:"It’s harder to let go…"

the more we grow
the clearer we see
complain not your own satisfaction cause
we’re too connected to this world

imagine that perfect scenery
yes it occurs to me, too
yet you grasps that little hope of yours
too tight till your hand bleeds

we tried to make it simple, but
there isn’t much choice, is it?
there’s people around us to care about
we need them so much
we have to stay

take what we have
give what we can
the far sighted world is making me so sad
yet, suicide would seem such irresponsible

we thank we hate
we smile and cry
along this short short journey of ours
honestly that’s how we want it to be

sometimes there’s no one to blame, except ourselves
we’ll go on with our dreams, no matter how
pickup some special buddies along the way
I can’t walk alone on the highway

we twist and turns
we lost and gain
and there’s more stages to keep us from running
I can only say:"It’s harder to let go…"

the more we grow
the clearer we see
complain not your own satisfaction cause
we’re too connected to this world

take what we have
give what we can
the far sighted world is making me so sad
yet, suicide would seem such irresponsible

we thank we hate
we smile and cry
along this short short journey of ours
honestly that’s how we want it to be

p/s: although i named the title like that, it’s not really my stand on the issue, the real meaning of the lyric is a bit sarcasm. Yet, it’s ok if you have your own interpretion of the lyric.

Morpho

January 19th, 2007 by lost1797

words and music by Moon.

眼睛闪烁你冷酷的惆怅
告诉人它无力再受伤
距离看起来很遥远的你
渴望飞翔

用寿命交换爱的真理
甘心耗尽一生去学习
"要引领我去天堂的人啊…
你在哪里?"

蓝色蝴蝶飞
蓝蝴蝶飞向他身边
悄悄告诉他
告诉他缠绵的牵挂

蓝色蝴蝶飞
蓝蝴蝶飞向他身边
採我的灵魂
採我的灵魂献给他 啊~

一朝一暮 脱壳蝉变
耀眼夺目 乘风而去
一生凄艳 飞舞戏曲
唯花丛里歇息

我抛了矜持呼唤你
今生今世只跟随你
为奴为隶任凭你意
只求你怜惜

蓝色蝴蝶飞
蓝蝴蝶飞向他身边
悄悄告诉他
告诉他缠绵的牵挂

蓝色蝴蝶飞
蓝蝴蝶飞向他身边
採我的灵魂
採我的灵魂献给他 献给他 献给他 献给他…

Hey kitty

October 19th, 2006 by lost1797

Its raining now…
I listen to the sounds of rain drops falling, hitting on the ground of this quiet night…
A portion of my loneliness gone.

I feel relieved.

Hey kitty, come sleep beside me now…

The coffee cup story

March 15th, 2006 by lost1797
Just a simple yet interesting story i got from email:

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university lecturer. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life.

Offering his guests coffee, the lecturer went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups: porcelain, plastic, glass, some plain-looking and some expensive and exquisite, telling them to help themselves to hot coffee.
When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the lecturer said:
"If you noticed, all the nice-looking, expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones."
"While it is but normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress".
What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the better cups and are eyeing each other’s cups." "Now, if Life is coffee, then the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, but the quality of Life doesn’t change."
Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee in it."
So don’t let the cups drive you…enjoy the coffee instead.

Doomsday

December 3rd, 2005 by lost1797

words and music by Moon.

Show me your last desire, show me now

Show me your lust desire, show me now

Show me the core desire

Show me your most desire, show me now!

The ground shaking, the wind is blowing

Everything which taken granted will fall

There’s distance to reach anything

This imagination doesn’t work at all

Show me your last desire, show me now

Show me your lust desire, show me now

Show me the core desire

For I will die before I lose my mind

And so I wait for you again

For I will reborn by your gentle touch

I’ll taste your lips and play along

Take away my fear and my loneliness

Show me your last desire, show me now

Show me your lust desire, show me now

Show me the core desire

For I will die before I lose my mind

Show me your last desire, show me now

Show me your lust desire, show me now

Show me the core desire

For I will die before I lose my mind

Cause everything is over now

Well everything is over now

Everything is over now

Yeah….

Cause everything is over now

Well everything is over now

Everything is over now

Yeah….

Grave

November 30th, 2005 by lost1797

words and music by Moon.

把自己监禁在这里,  欲望降得最低
向自身探索的旅程现在开始.

穿梭在人群之中,  处处川流不息,
到了尽头原来最不了解自己,
最后我飘去了哪里?

将军号令霸天下,  武士自刎求真理,
我站在一叠叠血染的尸体
泥土保留着足迹,  活着保留了记忆,
我消失的过去就埋在地底.

生命的故事在延续,  never ending story,
越过了时光的轨迹,  我拼命地呼吸,
最后我飘去了哪里?

搭上花葬的列车,  开往下一片苦海,
谁可以告诉我的家乡在哪里?
就抱膝坐在这楼梯,  探究秘密古迹
我拼命地挖掘只为了寻找安息.

You go on now    Find a new life
The reason to survive
You go on now    Spend some time to
Choose the way to die….

将军号令霸天下,  武士自刎求真理,
我站在一叠叠血染的尸体
泥土保留着足迹,  活着保留了记忆,
我消失的过去就埋在地底.

搭上花葬的列车,  开往下一片苦海,
谁可以告诉我的家乡在哪里?
就抱膝坐在这楼梯,  探究秘密古迹
我拼命地挖掘只为了寻找安息…

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All The Lonely Nights

October 1st, 2005 by lost1797

words and music by Moon.

All the lonely    All the lonely nights…

Drain away the memories to get you out of me
All the things you said and all the words wavering
Hey! Its end of the road, could this be the end of me?
Why? they’re teasing at me, they’re teasing at me…

All this world is deceiving, why should i standing still?
Call for me and should I still be there for you?
Oh! Its end of the journey, could this be the end of me?
Why? You’re teasing at me, you’re teasing at me…

With days of doubt and nights in prays
Will dreams be true and never end?
My shattered faith blooms in the air
And you play your tricks on me…

"Who caused these mysterious frights?"
"Who called upon these freezing nights?"
"Who rule the mind inside of me?"
"Who whispers by my side?!?!"

Real world is far to see
Yet illusions right in front of me
Step inside and wave to the time, to the simplicity.

Come and talk to me
There’s sorrow placed inside of me
Devotions I will give for the trade of my destiny…

All the lonely    All the lonely nights
All the lonely    All the lonely nights…

Immortallity

August 30th, 2005 by lost1797

When I open my eyes this time, I see things so clear as if i have just woke from an ages of sleep. The scenery i saw before that, are they dreams? past? or future?

When loneliness strikes my emptied soul like bombs falling from the sky, only then I feel alive, in pain and misery, but real and fascinating. I know I must survive for unknown reasons. I’m losing my passion drop by drop instead of my blood.

In memento of that epic love, which also is the unvanished scene of war, I leave the scar stays on my heart. Remind me that I’ve been deeply in love before, and to remind me that I’ve never been disappeared before.

Give me hope, and give me an end. Don’t leave me live forever in loneliness. May this vague kiss be my last goodbye, end this boundless journeys of mine to belief there will be a much better comfort.

Give me love, and give me solitude. Don’t leave me live forever in happiness. It makes people wonder if they’re living in a fake, in a lifeless dream which you’ll never be awake.

In this lost, gigantic world, I will find you by the fragrance you have in my thoughts. That is a never-ending future, and will be a never ending past, rotating…

On that special day, the sky was a color that beyond words to describe, It will wittily disappear once you addicted to it. When I’m finally being forgiven, I wish this will be my last memory…

Give me hope, and give me an end. Don’t leave me live forever in loneliness. May this vague kiss be my last goodbye, end this boundless journeys of mine to belief there will be a much better comfort.

Give me love, and give me solitude. Don’t leave me live forever in happiness. It makes people wonder if they’re living in a fake, in a lifeless dream which you’ll never be awake.

Out Of My Mind

August 28th, 2005 by lost1797

words and music by Moon.

There’s body lying on the shadow      
There’s feelings haunted me inside
Freeze my soul       I can’t look back.

I’ve tried so hard to keep on giving   
I’ve tried my best to know my mind
Hide around in the dark.

Long have I survive,    
Love was still so hard to explain
Tears were still so hard to fall

Gain and lose my pride,    
Found and lost the light, in the night
What should I hold tight?
When there’s nothing left,    
Would you be kind and stay by my side?

Confusion never stops persuade me
I will surrender to my depravity, once again?

Together fate made us, Would fate break us apart?   
I don’t know
You still smiling there, so blind.

Darkness grows in me,    
Sadness passed me by, each night
Realize that I’m going sell my soul of love,
Out of my mind.

There’s body lying on the shadow….

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